Archive | July 2006

Long ago my friends invented or borrowed a term. AFGE. LIfe is full of AFGE, pronounced avga. What is an AFGE? Another fucking growth experience. As far as I’m concerned at the moment my life has too many of them. LOL!

Cool, I’m a stargazer lily

I am flower named elfkat !

I consist of my friends!
Are you flower too?

Fair entries

Well, I’m going for it. I only got 2 pieces done and I have no idea if under the new system the judges will like them but you can’t win a ribbon if you don’t enter.

I put in for 4 entries but it has just been too hot to work a niobium piece since it takes high voltage electricity to work the colour magic and the last piece of wire work just didn’t get done.

So now I drive to the pit of hell heatwise otherwise known as Pomona to drop them off.

For Sonja

My sister has a close friend that used to live out here but got transferred to New York and believe it or not she has had a worse year than Ali and I.

Her mother died of Kidney problems a few months ago and her father was diagnosed with prostate cancer not too long ago.

She went in for a work physical and was found to have fibroids but when they went in to take them out they found not only fibroids on her ovaries but a tumor on her pancreas and one somewhere else. She just got home after a week in ICU. And today they told her that the tumor on her pancreas was cancer.

Ali and I know that pancreatic cancer has no cure. it kills quickly but I’m glad Ali didn’t tell her that. So maybe just maybe, there are miracles.

She needs some positive energy badly so if you are so moved, her name is Sonja and she is a lovely person who is having a very rough year.

For Sonja

My sister has a close friend that used to live out here but got transferred to New York and believe it or not she has had a worse year than Ali and I.

Her mother died of Kidney problems a few months ago and her father was diagnosed with prostate cancer not too long ago.

She went in for a work physical and was found to have fibroids but when they went in to take them out they found not only fibroids on her ovaries but a tumor on her pancreas and one somewhere else. She just got home after a week in ICU. And today they told her that the tumor on her pancreas was cancer.

Ali and I know that pancreatic cancer has no cure. it kills quickly but I’m glad Ali didn’t tell her that. So maybe just maybe, there are miracles.

She needs some positive energy badly so if you are so moved, her name is Sonja and she is a lovely person who is having a very rough year.

I’m having a passive- aggessive moment and because my mother is a major passive-aggresive it makes me un-comfortable. I don’t want next Sunday to come. I have a visual of trying to keep a door shut with all my might. Lying on the ground holding it open with my legs against the door as it exonerably moves shut no matter how much strength I use. One year, It can’t be one year. I won’t let it. It’s wrong! He can’t be gone that long! He just can’t! I still want to tell him things and hug him and laugh with him. And … I can’t.

I’m having a passive- aggessive moment and because my mother is a major passive-aggresive it makes me un-comfortable. I don’t want next Sunday to come. I have a visual of trying to keep a door shut with all my might. Lying on the ground holding it open with my legs against the door as it exonerably moves shut no matter how much strength I use. One year, It can’t be one year. I won’t let it. It’s wrong! He can’t be gone that long! He just can’t! I still want to tell him things and hug him and laugh with him. And … I can’t.