When I was about 5, Mom left me behind in a supermarket after telling me to sit quietly til she came back. She forgot I was there and went home. I guess I don’t need to tell that ever since being left behind is sometimes a really big fear. It was a major break in trusting people’s word at the very least it scared the crap out of me.

I’m sort of feeling the same way about Cam dying. He left me behind and isn’t coming back to get me for awhile. Now, I guess the question is what do I do in the meantime since I’m no longer 5 and don’t have to sit and wait quietly. How do I make the most of my time?